Here's my face. Here's my voice. Here's my style. What do you think?
Um...thanks, but we'll have to pass.
It is time again for the job hunt. I will have been in Boise for two years come February. Staying here is an option. All I can say about that is that there are many things to think about and I'm taking everything into consideration.
But I still have to see what's out there. I have to explore every possibility. I still have to apply for other jobs. Things are trickier this time around. The economy sucks. News outlets across the country are cutting back. Things just aren't looking rosy for the industry. But I've started the process anyway. I've put together a resume tape. I've written cover letters. I've updated the resume. I've even applied for a few jobs just to see what happens. There are additional steps to take but I'm holding off until the end of my contract draws closer. Still, the response to my initial efforts has been...dismal. When it comes to jobs, no one has contacted me. When it comes to talent agents (one route I'm exploring) only one has expressed any interest. It's simply frustrating.
While I don't have the thickest skin, I am pretty good about not letting things get to me. But it can be a battle. I have highs and lows. Why did I get into a business that can wreak havoc on my self-esteem?
I do have to remember one things. I went through the same process when I was looking for my second TV job. I wasn't very satisfied with the responses I was getting. But I did end up finding something good. So I'm not giving up. I'm just simply recognizing what I've already been through and saying to myself, "here we go again."

Have I tried as hard as I can? No. But over the years, I've made somewhat of an effort to become a runner. I do okay. It just never takes hold. I never embrace the intensity I should. I'd describe my efforts as a little more than half hearted. Therefore, it's no surprise I was a little nervous about running a 10K this past weekend. I wasn't worried about finishing 6.2 miles. I was worried about the hit my pride would take if my time was dismal. I was concerned I'd somehow injure myself due to a lack of sufficient training. Things went better than expected. I finished in under an hour (barely) and while I was sore Sunday and today, I don't think I hurt myself. The best part is that I actually had a good time. I didn't have to battle my way through it. I felt pretty good. That's motivated me for another race. I know that if I actually train a little harder, I can run faster. My goal for the next 10K (probably in December): Under 50 minutes. Not too ambitious, I know. But it's something. 











