Here we go again

I remember when the days of job hunting were simple. I'd look through the classifieds, circle things I found interesting, and apply. In my days of seasonal hospitality, I'd zero in on cool and interesting places and simply "find a job" there. Then I got into TV...and things changed. I realize all of us understand the personal nature of not being chosen for a job. But am I wrong in thinking rejection in broadcast journalism is especially personal?

Here's my face. Here's my voice. Here's my style. What do you think?

Um...thanks, but we'll have to pass.

It is time again for the job hunt. I will have been in Boise for two years come February. Staying here is an option. All I can say about that is that there are many things to think about and I'm taking everything into consideration.

But I still have to see what's out there. I have to explore every possibility. I still have to apply for other jobs. Things are trickier this time around. The economy sucks. News outlets across the country are cutting back. Things just aren't looking rosy for the industry. But I've started the process anyway. I've put together a resume tape. I've written cover letters. I've updated the resume. I've even applied for a few jobs just to see what happens. There are additional steps to take but I'm holding off until the end of my contract draws closer. Still, the response to my initial efforts has been...dismal. When it comes to jobs, no one has contacted me. When it comes to talent agents (one route I'm exploring) only one has expressed any interest. It's simply frustrating.

While I don't have the thickest skin, I am pretty good about not letting things get to me. But it can be a battle. I have highs and lows. Why did I get into a business that can wreak havoc on my self-esteem?

I do have to remember one things. I went through the same process when I was looking for my second TV job. I wasn't very satisfied with the responses I was getting. But I did end up finding something good. So I'm not giving up. I'm just simply recognizing what I've already been through and saying to myself, "here we go again."